What A DAY!

I took a vacation day yesterday because I had a lot to do and also 4 days to use before March 1, so I started the day with the accountant doing TAXES--FUN!

Later Monday morning I got a call from my attorney saying my divorce was final.

HERE is A little background--1)I did NOT want the DIVORCE! 2)yes this was my second marriage, the first one was at a REALLY young age and neither of us knew who we were much less what we were to each other after it ended I got back in church and met #2 through a good friend. He was active in his church and you could see God working in his life. We started having what I would call "average problems" but he left and took an out of control spiral that has caused him to be away for a while.

SO my response was "okay, thank you!" I have just kinda become numb to the above situation. I know God will go with me wherever I go (Joshua 1:9), even if sometimes I am outside out of his perfect will he loves me and will work everything to GOOD!

next stop was immunizations for Sophie, and after making payment arrangements two weeks ago for the open balance on her account the Billing/Insurance lady came out in front of the whole office and announced how much I owed and wanted to know if I would be making a payment today. I wanted to cry and got angry with #2 (see above) I kept it together long enough to quietly explain that the details of my payment arrangement was documented on the chart and I would honor that agreement, but no I would not be paying anything today since her immunizations are covered 100% (medical insurance is awful at least from my company $1200 deductible before it pays anything -- it does pay 100% for wellness check ups, so you can go to the doctor as long as you are not sick)

Last stop- lets call it final straw before my little breakdown!
Sophie had follow up with ENT doctor, We can not get her ears clear. For months now they have been draining really gross stuff. She is such a trooper though, no fever or crying with pain so we have just been treating the symptoms and going on. The Doctor decided we needed to be more aggressive because even though she does not seem bothered by the infections it is not good to go on like this, SO we are having our second set of tubes in the ears and Adenoids removed Friday morning (did I mention my GREAT Insurance and #2 not around)

I made it home and got kids to bed before I had myself a good cry.

J